Because our love comes again
Just when I’ve broken love I found
Love can come again
You gotta believe that love comes again
Just when I’ve broken love I found
Love can come again

Deep within me, turn over secret stones
Forests and fields bleeding with blood and bones
Still no words we can speak of paths to be chosen
All trails that we trek shall lead us back to here

Heart is full of warmth,

Feel the depth of his soul,

The beauty of his character,

The truth in his voice.

Charm of his face

Filled with grace,

Deep loving e ,

Wonderful smile.

Placed in my arms,

Is joy filled with flowers,

His fragrance fills the air,

I feel the presence of his care.

Helps’ me when I am down,

Feeling low and blue,

My best friend is a girl.

But that is not important!

I spend almost all my freetime with her.

Her name … it sounds funny.

xxx

Some people only call her xxx.

And sometimes there are situations

you just only can laugh about her.

She tells me about her problems.

Me, too.

We are not very different.

We like the same music, watch the same movies…

and do the same things.

Sometimes

A light brown face

with two blue eyes ,

the dark blond hair

flying in the skies,

red lips smiling in the sun,

white teeth and a bubble gum.

That is, how I know her well,

and if she’s changing,

because of others,

she will always

be herself!

If she’s sad, I will try

to make her laugh,

because she needs

a lot of love

’cause she is often alone.

So I try to give her a home.

Life and Death

Life, death, – death, life the words have led for ages

our thought and consciousness and firmly seemed

Two opposites but now long-hidden pages

Are opened, liberating truths undreamed.

Life only is, or death is life disguised, -

Hello There Nice Person
Did Anyone Ever Tell You,
Just How Special You Are
The Light that You Emit
Might even Light a Star

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
How Important You Make Others Feel
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Many Times, When They were Sad
Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad

For the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You Find
There are No Words to Thank You
But Somebody, Thinks You’re Fine
Did Anyone Ever Tell You

Just How Much They Like You
Well, My Dearest ” Online ” Friend
Today I am Telling You
I HOPE I GET THIS BACK
I believe that without a
friend you are missing out on a lot!!!

Don’t be confused by friends and
acquaintances, there is a difference!
Because I care about you, It’s
national care week . . . and you get to
send messages to all your friends telling
them that you care about them and
make them fell good about themselves and if
they write back .. . (just once) then that
means that they care about you too.
BUT, you have to send it right now!!
Send it to everyone you care about
and if they send it back .
. that means they care too. But don’t just send
it back, send it on to everyone..
Have a nice day, and I’m glad we are friends!!!

Friendship.
The dictionary says:

Friend (frend) noun.
1. A person whom one knows, likes and trusts.
2. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; comrade.
3. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group.
4. An acquaintance.

The dictionary makes one small omission tho.
It doesn’t speak of the years that a friendship endures,
the laughter that fills the air when friends are together,
the support, understanding and comfort a friend can offer or
the anguish you cannot escape from when a friend is dying.
The dictionary, I’m afraid, cannot begin to define the word:

Friend.

So then what is this magic called Friendship?
Is there a magic wand that silently transforms you and
those special people on a jouney into,
what sometimes can be a lifelong relationship?

Is it mutual admiration, common interests, the need to be a friend?
Or is it just an enduring tie that bonds you together,
allows you to almost think as one and gives you one of lifes greatest joys.

as it floated in the air;
Its wings were spread in splendor,
Unaware that I was there.
It was such a thing of beauty,
It was a sight to see;
It was the perfect masterpiece,
Full of grace and majesty.

I found myself thinking,
to what can this compare?
And then, of course, I thought of you,
And I wished that you were there.

God sure was extra careful,
When He formed and fashioned you;
You too, became a masterpiece,
Yet God is still not through.

You never walk alone, my friend

Though you may think you do.

For in your sorrow and despair

God always walks with you.

There is no hour, no passing day

He is not by your side.

And though unseen HE is still there

To be your friend and guide.

Whene’er you think you walk alone

Reach out and you will find

The hand of God to show the way

And bring you peace of mind.

There is no place you can go to hide from the thoughts
that you keep contemplating over and over inside your mind…

There is no place you can venture where your true emotions
will be concealed and the secrets of your heart will not show…

There is no place in this whole wide world you can travel
to where your spirit does not direct or guide you towards your destiny…

Life is the experience of being you;
no one can ever be someone other than who they are…

The beauty found in each and every person is the essence of life…
Simply … you are who you are and for whatever time you have to be,

Just look beyond today for blessings,
Look past the skies of somber grey
And look beyond the trials and heartaches
When God will turn your night to day

Dear one, just trust Him in the shadow
He wants the very best for you
He’ll walk beside you in the valley
His grace and love will see you through

Just look beyond today for blessings
In God’s time He’ll reveal to you
The many joys that are awaiting
The joys He’s chosen just for you

So don’t give up, keep on believing
There’s happiness ahead for you.
Soon God will turn your trials to triumph,
And skies again will shine bright blue

Everybody Knows:
You can’t be all things to all people.
You can’t do all things at once.
You can’t do all things equally well.
You can’t do all things better than everyone else.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else’s.

So:
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of *being you*.

Then:
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live with your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
And you’ll be a most vital mortal.

Dare To Believe:
That you are a wonderful, unique person.
That you are a once-in-all-history event.
That it’s more than a right, it’s your duty, to be who you are.
That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
And you’ll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down.

The Laughter, the Tears
We have been through them over the Years

The Time We Have Shared
No One Could Compare

The Lessons We Have Learned
The Times We Have Been Burned

The Moments Together We Have Made
Those Will Never Fade

Love is like magic
and it always will be,
For love still remains
life’s sweet mystery.

Love works in ways
that are wondrous and strange
And there’s nothing in life
that love cannot change!

Love can transform
the most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
and sweetness and grace.

Love is unselfish,
understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
and not with its mind.

Love is the answer
that everyone seeks…
Love is the language
that every heart speaks.

I want to teach my students how to live this life on earth,

To face its struggle and its strife and improve their worth.

Not just the lesson in a book or how the rivers flow,

But how to choose the proper path wherever they may go.

To understand eternal truth and know the right from wrong,

And gather all the beauty of a flower and a song.

For if I help the world to grow in wisdom and in grace,

Then, I shall feel that I have won and I have filled my place.

And so I ask my guidance, God, that I may do my part,

For character and confidence and happiness of heart.

When you are feeling down
or when you are in a bind…

I’ll be right beside you

Comfort you will find.

If you need an ear to listen,
or a loving helpful hand…

I’ll be right here for you,
I truly understand.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

If good friends fell from the sky like raindrops,
I’d turn my umbrella upside down and have all that I need.

But friends do not come to us that way,
instead they shoot up through the ground
from a tiny seed of common interest, are
cultivated with good times and grow into a
beautiful flower to enjoy that continues to
bloom as long as it is cared for.

These flowers of friendship are gathered into
a fragrant bouquet that enhances the world
around us and are meant to be enjoyed by
ourselves as well as to bring cheer or comfort to others.

Like flowers, friendships also go through changes,
sometimes they are allowed to die, but if you
care for them well and tend them with a gentle
touch, they will continue to build roots in new
places and bloom for years of enjoyment.

When you have found a friend such as this,
you will know by the beauty and fragrance that
surrounds your life and it will spread like
beautiful wildflowers to enrich all of us.

First time it tickles
I feel the shiver
thought it would be forever
I feel heaven
And ends suddenly, can’t explain

Am not steady
The heart wavers
Like falling in the river
And reaching the other side
Lookin for another answer

Eyes opens wide
The heart turns blind
Temptations so bright
Needed to hide
But hearts dont lie
Wanted a new try

Crossing another road
Searching for satisfaction
Cant find a reason
Like staring in a dark horizon
Being in the state of oblivion

Looking for the rainbow
Through the sky so clear
It’s beautiful coz it’s blue
Still not content, dont have a clue
To myself, for you, am just another foe

The right love arrived
But one sided wont survive
The other one subsides
The other confused
Playing the game? An emotional abuse?

You just got hurt
Once I broke another heart
Feeling so empty, heart’s torn apart
Dont know what really I want
Life’s reeling, heart and mind keeps changing

The Lady in the Balcony
bu şiir daha önce 497 defa okundu.

She’s wearing a long white silk gown
In the balcony I saw her at midnight or maybe dawn
She’s beautiful behind her is the bright full moon
She looks pale, she’s staring at me and I saw the familiar sorrow.

I waved at her and I feel the breeze touching my face
She smiled, but in her face’s flowing like diamonds glittering
The glimpse of tears, under the moonlight I knew she’s crying
I look at the ocean, she look far away, I knew we share the same agony

I lost to myself, reminiscing the past, recollecting memories
It’s like sinking I even forgot the lady in the opposite balcony
Until the wind blew and I felt the cold breeze again touches my face
I look back at the balcony and there the lady is waving at me

Late at night, look up high,
See the twinkling in the sky.
Ever wonder who we are,
When looking at a distant star?

Sun and Moon and mother Earth,
No one knows about their birth.
Saturn, Venus and fiery Mars,
Wander around among the stars.

Hurtling meteors trace a path,
Of showery sparks, etched with wrath.
Crashing through the atmosphere,
Among our skies they do career.

The Northern Lights of the Borealis,
Grace the skies like a heavenly palace.
Majestic colours of every hue,
Create a wondrous celestial view.

Seven Sisters or Milky Way,
Astrologers guide by night or day.
Trace the Plough or the Great Bear,
As focusing telescopes, we at them stare.

Through our galaxies spacemen travel,
At distant worlds they will marvel.
If other life should be out there,
Their unknown secrets we hope to share.

When body is tired
You dont want to do anything
The whole body seems in pain
It numbs even your brain
You lost your appetite to eat
You just wanted to sleep

When mind is tired
You cant think anything right
You even became irrational
Right decisions is hard to find
You feel like wanted to scream
You lost your power of good reason

Before I wanted to build a family
With you, my man and the only
And love that always makes me happy
You filled my heart that once was empty

We build our dreams
We planned our future
Or is it WE, or was only I?
I realized I never heard your side

I need a partner not a follower
I don’t need you to be silent, will listen only to what I said
I want you to speak out, what’s in your mind, what’s in your heart
I don’t need you to say always, “yes sweetheart”, coz,I hate that…

Can’t you find other words to say?
Can’t you tell me your secrets, have you ever been jealous to me?
Have you ever said “No”, have you ever say “Stop”?
It’s only me, or have you ever guide me to where we should start?

Have we ever started to build our dreams?
Why until now we still have nothing?
Our story hasn’t started, never had a beginning
Everything planned has never been given a meaning

Eversince there is only YOU or ME, but has never been WE
I wonder how I loved you, how come you still love me
In every step we made, is not for us but, it’s becoz of the responsibility
Our dreams was left behind, we never been together, you always far away

My heart is broken into pieces
I am confused, my feelings were empty
I feel bored, I stop dreaming
The tears run dry and the sun turns dark

Sated shades of awareness
Marveling at the lucidity
Of measured bewilderment

Thought elucidating obscurity
Shifted the mark of beauty’s
Response to hesitation

Yet failed to notice when grace
Seeking the footsteps of dawn
Faltered along the valley

Of wavered time…

Had eradicated the lost remnants of Love
And scorned the sifted ashes of hope
Once searching for a tired universe

Vacant eyes that seldom blink
Stare nothingness away
Mindless thoughts refuse to think
Not knowing what to say

Waking nightmares follow sleep
And time has been withdrawn
Even when I’m wide awake
I’m still forever gone

Every moment seems to feel
When contemplating space
Yet I barely notice tears
Are falling down my face

Begin your sentence with the words of betrayal, I won’t blame you at all
When I suffer from reckless oblivion, I’ll pretend not to act appalled
And when you squeeze your anger deep into my engrossed body
You’ll use an excuse to justify how disrespecting me is just a hobby

Well breathing isn’t required, and fists don’t need to be clenched
You don’t have to trap me in anger, you don’t have to keep me entrenched
If it makes it easier to rape me, then expose me for what I am
The things you see may shock you, but I swear I do the best I can

And if you’re begging for attention, then I’ll grovel at your mercy
You can tell me how it’s pointless, or instead, how I’m just not worthy
Pulling threads of pain through my pores will not cure this rage
Writing pointless syllables will not release me from this cage

You can tie this rope tighter, you can wrap the chains with hate
The tighter you squeeze the anger, the quicker I dissipate
Lift me off the ground with my heels barely touching the floor
If all you wanted was for silence, I wouldn’t have spoken anymore

But I begged on account of remorse and screamed for my release
Hoping to get you to notice, enlightened with thoughts of peace
But if you want to torture this and beat it until it turns blue
Then God for bid I try and stop the things you’ve set out to do

In these few lines I will show you what’s in my heart
The promise of never ending love since the very start
When you walked in to my life many years ago
Falling into a love like this now never did I know

My heart had been played around before and it was known
You did not tamper with my heart just loyalty was shown
You are the prince who woke me from my deep sleep
The knight in shining armor who I fell in love with so deep

You treat me like a Queen and I’ll treat you like my King
I will give my love, anything you wish to you I will bring
Each hug I know I’m safe being held in yours arms
Holding your hand during the time, you protect me from harm

Each time I feel the distance when we separate
My heart feels so lonely passed the hour of eight
My eyes miss your presence having in front of my face
I can’t live without you cause my heart starts running a race

Our love is strong enough, for in any army it could fight
It will last as long as the feeling of holding me tight
This love is deeper then the ocean that were surrounded by
During this relationship I’ve never had to ask why

Once upon time when to the world I was lost
Now I am found through the cold frost
I feel like the Cinderella putting on her glass slipper

If only we had a guiding star,
Our lives we’d change by far.
Our destiny we’d shape in a different way,
And our journey altered day by day.

As it is we have no say,
The path is laid, the price we pay.
If off-course we aimlessly stray,
Our destiny is designed in a different way.

Down life’s path we blindly go,
Feelings high, sometimes low.
When without warning we receive a blow,
The course of destiny is beginning to show.

Try as we may, there’s no going back,
Our course is set on a different tack.
The journey we must now rearrange,
As our destiny, we cannot change.

To new horizons we set our sail,
With Divine guidance we might prevail,
To reach that shore we long to find,
If to us destiny is kind.

It is not easy the task we’re set,
Mountains we climb, challenges met,
And at the end of our life’s haul,
We are beckoned by destiny’s call.

Humming some forgotten tunes
and walking lost in dark night,
Perhaps thinking of the pains
I raise my head for a sight.

I look to the sky with confidence
to witness zillions of them shining and far,
I stand in awe of their brilliance
admiring the grandeurs of the star.

They are as constant and clean
like my old nursery rhyme,
Selflessly lighting the heaven
since the beginning of time.

Some burn and guide for years
till they turn black and dwarf,
Others smolder and swell for ages
To be red and giant as they morph.

Deciding my fate from their home high above
as they transport my dreams far away,
Filling my heart with wonder and love
as they brighten and escort my way.

Making me think that even when sky is darkest
a tiny ray of light still shines through,
Making me realize that even when life is toughest
it is only me who can get myself through.

Their existence has fascinated me always
shining through the dark nights in all seasons,
For it is the God’s mysterious ways
compelling me to think of my own reasons.

Till the end I would dare to do my duties
for happiness lies in work done right,
My destiny is to shine as the heavenly bodies
for I want to live with no regret.

I can feel the freshness in the mornings again
Flowers blooming, fragrance back to air again

Past was hurting, ever threatening the future
Burying memoirs, I dug up the heart to endure

I can see the movement in the waters again
Nights brighter, sleep back to eyes again

Soul was crucified, but hoping to resurrect
Hiding tears, I covered up the depths of secret

I can hear the melodies of the birds again
Hearts beating, smile back to face again

Desires once lost, now rekindled in the heart
Oh lord! I am blessed to surrender at thy feet

You stand alone,
head raised, eyes blurred
the only one fighting
fighting for a battle already lost

you strive to perfect
to engage in a miracle
extend your hand of help
to a world blinded by superficiality

they don’t care

you care, because no one else does
it doesnt change the fact
that no one else cares
you plan to make a difference
but at what expense?

people die all the time
it’s part of life,
you hope to stop the wars
to stop the genocide,
the murders, the homicide
the suicide,
when will it stop
when you say it will?

When will you learn?
What will it take for you to understand
that are all lost

we kill to gain
we cry to heal
we yearn to love
we act on instinct
and fail time after time

occasionally we get it right
but you stand alone…
you crave for a peace
that has long gone

time has changed
the era for healing is over
replaced by greed, money, death
accept it.

Deny it.
do whatever, but you stand alone
imagine the world as it once was
as it will no longer be that way again
we are too far advanced
we are 6 feet deep and going

By the age of ten she was becoming curious,
As her Momma’s silence made her furious.
The stigma of not having a caring father,
Allowed her resentment to steadily gather.

Her Momma and he were in love long ago,
But of her pregnancy he didn’t know.
She suspected him of seeing someone new,
So she packed his bags and said “adieu”.

On her birth she was placed in care,
But her Momma didn’t think that fair.
So she struggled to bring her up alone,
And worked herself to the aching bone.

Years went by when she searched in vain,
Disappointment overwhelmed her aching brain,
Where was her father she wanted to know,
Tears of frustration did constantly flow.

She studied photographs, searched in books,
Where was that someone with similar looks,
Who for so long she had been trying to trace,
From a birth certificate with a long blank space.

The best thing about tonight
is shes not fighting

Running down the street
she drops to her knees
She whispers “please”
As her cross is in her hands.

Blood runs down her arms
The rain starts to sting

People, everywhere, calling for her
but she cant hear them

Her sight is set on him
Calling to her, but its not true

He doesnt want her, and she knows
Her only words are, i cant do this anymore.

The blood isnt dripping anymore,
its forming like puddles around her.

They tried to save her, but it was too late
Maybe this was her only fate.

my pain is to much to hide
i need help
but no one’s there
im thinking about commiting suicide

im hurting
but your to happy to see
im crying
but you just walk on by
i wanna commite suicide

im in my room
in darkness
and cold
im thinking of comitting suicide

im always alone
and never having any fun
im thinking of commiting suicide

i run away from home
im nowere to be found
im thinking of commiting suicide

i have the knife in my hand
and this note in the other
im thinking of commiting suicide

now that im alone
with the knife to my chest
im about to commit suicide

i say my last words
‘this was fate and goodbye’
im about to commit suicide

Love is dead
Since God is dead.
Tell all the pretending lovers that;
The theatre is finished,
The army is disbanded,
Our last stronghold is conquered.
Moses for the first time defeated,
Jesus once again crucified,
Muhammad, as is known, condemned to hunger and torture.
Oh Siddhartha! Return to your palace
Where love is sacrificed to lust.
Love is dead, before I said
That’s why God is dead.

Love is dead
And man is dismayed.
Let the earthquake destroy the hearts!
What difference does it make?
Mercy and compassion are two orphans,
Hungry children are my weapons
Abandoned old people,
Raped decent girls,
Civilization they call me.
I saw God for the last time, shortly before He perished.
He was a blanket on a trembling Pakistani woman’s body.
And a summer tent, for sure, sheltering another quake-hit family.
God is dead I knew, so is modesty.

Unsympathisch (ingilizce)

I’m morally low,
you have no value in my eyes.
I forgot your name,
I have deleted you from my heart.
Sharm blushed before I’m like a fried lobster.
Because of you, I become depressed…

My enemies have been pleased
my friends are bitterly.
Some have me on the arm taken
have laughed behind my back.
Your unfaithful has made me a blot leave,
that one spot with the best resources can not remove…

You’re me now unsympathisch
my dear ember is extinguished.
Sharm blushed before I’m like a fried lobster.
Because of you, I am advised depression,
keeping me away…

This love is now extinguished
Now shows us the end of the road.
Of thee I would have never expected this unfaithful.
It has my heart just ripped through the middle.

Author: Sedat Erdogdu
Translation: Yahya DAYI
Correction: Erika Santoro

ANTÄ°PATÄ°K

Endeks taban yaptı, düştün gözümden
Unuttum adını, sildim gönlümden
Kızarmış istakoz gibi utandım
Triplere girdim, senin yüzünden…

Düşmanlar sevindi, dostlar üzüldü
Kimi dalga geçti, ardımdan güldü
Senin ihanetin, benim alnıma
Yıkasam da çıkmayan, bir leke sürdü…

Antipatik geldin, artık sen bana
Soğudu küllerim, sevdadan yana
Kızarmış istakoz gibi utandım
Triplere girdim, fazla yaklaşma…

Aşkımın katilisin sana ne ceza gerek?
Aşkımı sana sundum,hem de ettim emanet
Hani,olmaz derlerdi emanete hiyanet?
Sen bana nefretini aşk kınında sakladın
O bıçakla sen beni sırtımdan bıçakladın.
Aşkıma inancım var,artık kalmadı sana
Aşkım değil,sen oldun ihanet eden bana.
Aşkta temizlik vardır ve ölümsüzlük vardır
BeÅŸerin insanlığı ancak aÅŸkı kadardır…

ihanet

Kızdırır mısın beni gündüzün?
Hep senin dediÄŸin mi olacak?
Bir öpücük veriversen ölür müydün?
Kızdırıp ta beni ne olacak?
Rüyam sana kapalıyken dün gece
Kadınlarla bir odada kapalı kaldık,
Senden doya doya intikam aldık
Oh olsun! oh olsun! iÅŸte bir iyice…

ihanet deÄŸiL

Bir yeşil gözlüye bakıyorsam
Kıskanma sakın
Sevgilim senin de gözlerin yeşil.

Bir sarı saçlıya bakıyorsam
Aklına kötülük gelmesin sevgilim
Senin saçların da sarı.

Bir güzel görünce sevgilim
Dönüp dönüp bakıyorsam
Aşkın kutsallığıyla yemin ederim
Ä°hanet etmiyorum sana
Çünkü sen de güzelsin.

ihanet aldatmaktır
ihanet kandırmaktır
ihanet diğeriyle olmaktır

ihanet yalanlar söylemektir
ihanet gitmek ve gelmemektir
ihanet sevilip, hiç sevmemektir
ihanet gökkuşağını hiç bilmemektir

En büyük suçtur ihanet,
Cezası ölüm.

intihardır ihanet.
Çünkü insan sadece kendine ihanet eder.

Aşk ölmez, insan ölür.

Gülmek ağlamaya rahat sıkıntıya ihanet
Düşman eden insanı ağızdaki bir parça et
Nefret sevgiye kör gözler biricik sevgiliye ihanet
Firakın vuslata lal olmuş dilim gönlüme ihanet

Vaveylalarım asudeliğine; izanım sensiz ihanet
Çöllerim bahçelerine dikenler güllerine ihanet

Sırtıma saplanan bu kanlı hançer
Bedenden ziyade cana ihanet
Sanma hiç acısı gün gelir geçer
Var olduğum her bir âna ihanet

Cümle anıların boynu hep bükük
Candan çok sevene reva mı bu yük?
Ettiğin kötülük o kadar büyük
Bugüne yarına düne ihanet

Şiirlerle ettim her iltifatı
Vefasız vicdanın ne kadar katı
Adının önünde hain sıfatı
ihanet derim ben buna ihanet

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Önce korktu
Sonra ürktü
Bir daha olmayacak diyerek
Kendini avuttu…

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Önce vicdan azabı çekti
Sonra ağladı sabahlarca
Bir daha olmayacak diyerek
Yeminler etti

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Önce utandı
Sonra yüzüne bakamadı
Bir daha olmayacak diyerek
Kendi ile savaşlar verdi…

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Önce günaha girdi
Sonra dualar etti
Bir daha olmayacak diyerek
Arınmaya çalıştı…

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Önceler yok oldu
Sonralarda sevdi delicesine
Bir daha olmayacak diyerek
Acılar çekti

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Åžu anda kendini
Cezalandırıyor
Vicdanını dinledi
Terk etti
Acıları çok

Nefret ediyorum erkekler aÄŸlamaz diyenlerden,
Nefret ediyorum nefret nefret o taş kâlplilerden,
Nefret ediyorum nefret, yalan söz söyleyenden,
Nefret ediyorum erkekler aÄŸlamaz diyenlerden,

Bütün dramatik filimler onda
Huzuru kaçıran fitnelik onda
Ruhları karartan fesatlık onda
Biri gurur,biri kin,biride nefret.

Hayat ağacını solduran zehir
Mutlu yuvamızı dağıtan zehir
Huzuru yok edip öldüren zehir
Biri gurur,biri kin,biride nefret.

Boğazımı sıkan zehirli yılan
Gözleri yaşartan bir acı soğan
Åžu insanoÄŸlunu zorluÄŸa koyan
Biri gurur,biri kin,biride nefret.

Nefret ediyorum maviden,

Çünkü bana beraber baktığımız gökyüzünü hatırlatıyor

Nefret ediyorum beyazdan,

Çünkü bana hayalini kurduğum gelinliğimi hatırlatıyor

Nefret ediyorum lacivertten,

Çünkü bana sensiz geçen gecelerimi hatırlatıyor

Nefret ediyorum kırmızıdan,

Nefret ediyorum bu hayattan,

Çünkü bana sensiz geçireceğim günleri hatırlatıyor

Ve…

Nefret ediyorum yaÅŸamaktan,

işte ben sensiz geçen bir güne daha merhaba diyorum.
Tadı yokki bir somun ekmeğin,suyun,
Soluduğum havanın,
Tadı bile yok ne şekerin ne tuzun.
Yokki sevenim,
Ben çiçekleri bile sevemem korkarım dikenlerinden.
Ben aşık olmadım,belki oldum göründüm.
Yaşamımdaki aşkı,
içemedim ki o duyguyu acımı tatlımı.
Sabır, sabır çektikçe ufalanır parçalanır yüreÄŸim…
Beni bugün benimle bırakın acılarımla,
Tükenip giden umutlarımla.
Uğraşmayın benimle,
Acımayın boş çuvallar gibi atın.
Atın ne fark eder ki…
Vurun be vurun;
Birde siz vurun,ne yani vurulmadık yerim mi kaldı?
Korkmuyorum ölmekten,
Artık ölüm bile bana boş geliyor.
işte ben bunlerı yaşıyorum.
iÅŸte ben denizim.
Azgın dalgalara kapılmış bir gemi,
Yokki yok gidecek hiç bir yeri.

üşüdüğümde yorganım oldun bazen ıssız gecelerde,
yürüdüğüm de yoldaşım oldun bazen sessiz bom boş sokaklarda
düşündüğümde seni buldum hep hayallerimde
bu can var oldukça sen varsın her her yerimde…

bir su damlası kadar yalnız ama bir yağmur damlası kadar kalabalığım
bir kelebek kadar kısa ömrüm ama bir tarih kadar ebediyim
bir harf kadar anlamsız ama bir cümle kadar sonsuz AÅžKIM…

seni yıllara yazdım
yıllarca sevdim
yıllarca bekledim
ve her yıl bir asır oldu
sensiz her anın yıl olduÄŸu gibi…

seni camlara yazdım
her yağmur arkasından
ve her yağmurda ağladım bulutlarla
sana ve aşkıma ağladım
öksüz bir çocuk gibi…

Anlattıkça üşüyor, anlattıkça ısınıyor yüreğim.
Bugün sardunyalarım da açmadı
Belki de küskün renklere
Ellerimde günah gibi yaşayamadıklarım
Sensiz soluyorum anlayacağın
Mavi mavi ölüyorum

Duyuyor musun, orada mısın,
Var mısın, yok musun?
Bir tek ÅŸeyi unutma!

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